Boy oh boy did a month fly by fast!
I'm so sorry that it has been so long since my last post! As I mentioned, I had pretty unreliable internet at the house, so I figured I would just wait to do one final post when I got home.
First of all, for those of you wondering if I ended up going on the stock yard trip or not, it didn't actually end up happening. So I didn't even have to make the decision.
I did get to be on Checks again! This time with the pigs, which was very interesting.
I could type forever about all the details of the last couple weeks of my internship since my last post, but I suppose I'll leave it at: If there is anything you want to know specifically, let me know! My head and heart are both spinning with everything I experienced.
I drove home after my last day of work on May 30th. It was definitely bittersweet. I was glad to be going home to see my family and animal friends back home, but sad to leave, for sure.
I don't know exactly why, but I cried for practically the whole 4-hour drive home. I had so many mixed emotions. I felt exhausted, overwhelmed, stressed, amazed, in awe, loved, thrilled for the lives we saved, devastated for those we could not. My internship at Farm Sanctuary was the most rewarding thing I have ever done, as well as the hardest work. I met so many wonderful and compassionate people and animals. Farm Sanctuary has served as a loving home to thousands and thousands of animals over the years. It is truly incredible. It was so hard to say goodbye to my hundreds of new friends, humans and animals alike! But I will definitely go back soon, hopefully to show some of my family and friends around.
In all honesty, it's really tough to be back in the "real world." I truly cannot sit at a table with someone else eating animal products. Think of it as sitting there seeing your friend dead on a plate and then watching them being gnawed on. That is really how I feel. I've worked my butt off caring for, saving and rescuing animals and to see people nonchalantly munching on them to satisfy their taste-buds is mortifying. I have always been an animal lover and activist, but I see the world so differently now. It really is a cruel and scary place we live in...in my eyes. People tell me to focus on the lives I've saved. But my focus is on all the lives I have YET to save.
A quote of Andrew Boyd's really resonates with me: "Compassion hurts. When you feel connected to everything, you also feel responsible for everything. You cannot turn away. Your destiny is bound with the destinies of others. You must either learn to carry the universe or be crushed by it. You must grow strong enough to love the world, yet empty enough to sit down at the same table with its worst horrors."
At this time, I would like to acknowledge all of the animals who passed away in the month of May alone. The hardest part of this internship by FAR was having to say goodbye to say many beautiful animals who were victims of the beef, pork, poultry, veal, foie gras, dairy, and egg industries that simply couldn't be saved no matter how hard we tried, and many ultimately died from health complications due to their previous terrible treatment.
Rest in compassionate peace and paradise chickens Tango, Adelle, Emma Bunton, Owen, Jocelyn, Trinity, Cecelia, Heaven, Kimora, Merrily, Melanie, Haley, Danya, Bailey, Brenna, Diamond, Mel C, Guatamela, Jamaica, Donna Gee, Cocoa Chanel, Butternut, Fern, Sergei, Edwina, Evangelica, Chickadee, and Breeze, goose Paddles, duck Riverboat, and turkeys Eileen and Van Gogh. I am so glad that your final memories were of love and compassion. <3 XOXO
I have my personal facebook page set to private, but I decided to make my Farm Sanctuary photo album viewable to the public in case we are not facebook friends. Unfortunately, I don't think there is a way to make the album viewable to someone without a facebook account, but I'm trying to figure that out, as well! I also think that the more people who see photos of these beautiful animals, the better! Feel free to share them with your friends and family!
Some of the photos in the album are ones I have already posted here on my blog, but now there are TONS more and they all have captions. Enjoy!
Mikaela's Farm Sanctuary Photo Album
Thank you all for "following" me through this journey. If you have ANY questions about the farm, the animals, animal rights, veganism, or anything at all really, I would be absolutely delighted to answer them! If you do not have a way to post responses to my blog, feel free to email me at mikaela.holmes@yahoo.com and I would be happy to chat with you!
I will leave you all with a few final quotes:
"Teaching a child not to step on a caterpillar is as valuable to the child as it is to the caterpillar." --Bradley Millar
"The question is not, 'Can they reason?' nor, 'Can they talk?' but rather, 'Can they suffer?'"
--Jeremy Bentham
"Life is life's greatest gift. Guard the life of another creature as you would your own because it is your own. On life's scale of values, the smallest is no less precious to the creature who owns it than the largest."
--Lloyd Biggle Jr.
"The ten billion animals that are killed every year for meat and the virulent consequences of contemporary animal agricultural practices remain conspicuously absent from public discourse. How often have you seen media exposés on the violent treatment of farm animals and the corrupt practices of carnistic industry? Compare this with the amount of coverage afforded fluctuating gas prices or Hollywood fashion blunders. Most of us are more outraged over having to pay five cents more for a gallon of gas than over the fact that billions of animals, millions of humans, and the entire ecosystem are systematically exploited by an industry that profits from such gratuitous violence. And most of us know more about what the stars wore to the Oscars than we do about the animals we eat."
--Melanie Joy
"All beings tremble before violence. All fear death, all love life. See yourself in others. Then whom can you hurt? What harm can you do?"
--Buddha













